microblog
time to try hard + moving anxiety
so much pressure to learn more, faster. really feeling like i need to realize my full potential or something like that. also, summer relocation is coming up, which i've never done well with. feeling anxious as usual but nobody really takes it seriously (not that they could help me?)
the slow crawl towards vegetarianism
when i was in high school, a lot of my friends would go vegetarian for a month or so. i never intentionally hopped on that train, but i'm slowly noticing how i don't feel compelled to eat meat anymore. though conscious about intersectional environmentalism etc. etc., some of it is just changing preferences. the ways we change over time are so slow and yet so big.
graduation!
so proud of my friends for graduating this week! commencement always makes me feel so wistful. the weather was beautiful.
song of the day
some beach patterns
this morning's fishing was unsuccessful... but there were beautiful patterns on shore!
i was looking for a job and then i found a job...
(and heaven knows i'm miserable now)
after many months of uncertainty i re-secured my summer internship (long story), but it doesn't seem to be relieving any of the stress i'm currently feeling.
